I see men post statuses or pictures or even see it in person of how much they love their spouse and children and want to be the best they can be for them and I’m over and can’t even get a text back from my ex asking for 50 dollars for the babysitter for our daughter. It fucking blowssss my mind how LITERALLY EVERYTHING ELSE can be more important then your own god damn child.

How could I be so fucking blind to such a toxic person.

I wonder how long it’ll take until people see that I’m actually fucking drowning.

I don’t want to hurt, I don’t want to cry, I don’t want to remember. I want to fucking forget.

6lacksoul:

I lowkey notice everything so don’t try to hide shit from me.

(via lizardclubpresidente-deactivate)

I told myself this was the last time, last chance. I’m hurt, but I think I am so used to it and that makes it even worse. I don’t know what his definition of love was, but that wasn’t it. Leaving and abandoning the ones you “love” is NOT love.

I’ll do better, I’ll be better, and I will be just fine.

I hope you find the happiness you’re looking for and I am so sorry it wasn’t with us.